Obsession ~ Main Agenda for the holidays!

Finally! I have completed my junior cycle and now I am on break. It's been a while since I last wrote in here. But things are well. I feel great and I look great. No more second guessing myself and no more despair. I now have a more positive outlook on life and it shows I guess. There are still times, tears will fall, remembering the past and pondering the future. But hey, life goes on and so have I.

For the past month now, I have an enormous obsession for a certain LOTR actor, Craig Parker. Who is he? Well, he plays Haldir. The obsession started when I saw some clips of him with Mark Ferguson at RingCon. It was love at first sight! He is perfect! Charming personality, warm smile and one of the most beautiful specimen on earth. Then the OCD kicked in...

I surfed the entire WWW in search for anything that has to do with Craig. I've watched ALL his videos on YouTube and I even downloaded (legally of course) Legends of the Seeker. Now I actually watch Spartacus because he's in there. 

Why didn't I notice him before in LOTR? Well, perhaps I was not partial to blond elves, Legolas included. I was more of an Aragorn's girl lol. But now... Now it's a totally different story. I eat, sleep and dream Parker, Craig Parker. 

Look at him.. Can anyone be more beautiful...*sighs dreamily... I'm moving to New Zealand one day :D

I've also started my own Haldir fanfic because of this man. This is my worse celebrity crush to date. My heart flutters when I see him on screen.  What spell does he have over me? My wallpaper which I made is an homage to this great man. I am merely a distant admirer, falling hard for you. Will you even know I am alive?

On a more lighter note, I have started a movie marathon. I took the 100 AFI list of great movies and I am on the prowl to watch them all. So far, I saw Funny Girl, Benny and Joon and Don Juan DeMarco. Yeah..just three...which I found on YouTube.

Oh yeah, as of today... I have seen Lord of the Rings almost 65 times for the last two months, focusing more on the Fellowship just because Haldir was there... I know... I know... I need psychiatric help.

Also added to my life long wish and goal, I want to go to Bonn, Germany or Atlanta to go to either RingCon or DragonCon to meet the one and only Craig Parker. I'll need approx 10k of Malaysian Ringgit to be able to go there. Hopefully when I start working next year, I could go and see him in a year's  time.

Here's hoping....